Hoooooome home sweet hooome *_*

Huhuuuuu my angels ;)

Yeaaaah it is official, i am HOME now finally :) :) I made the decision to leave the WG and move back to my old/new house ;) 

The view of our house *_*

And it was MY own decision!! And i am definitively standing up for this! 
I hope all will work out now... the way it should or the way which can be accepted... of course there will be mistakes and relapses and flashbacks but i hope that i am strong enough the handle this bitch this time now! 
But i think it is TIME now.. time for ME...i am so sick of all those super duper correct (they only think they are correct!) supervisor and pedagogues who rebuke me for anything... and the most important thing which it is finally time for: doing a job, having something to do, developing a hobby, etc..... Soooo hopefully this works all out, so please press thumbs my beeeeeees *_* 

With some new speed back home... :)

Soo on and on and on i go.. and i am sure so do you?! So what is important to keep in mind when entering a new episode in life?
For me such steps like moving somewhere, even only a holiday is kind of a small chapter for me in my life, so one like this is kind of super big for me.. and one year ago i would never have thought how easy it is for me to start new.. like last year the step from home to the clinic, then home for two months in my family´s new house, then in the living community in munich and now home again... WOW.. for me like life changing.... :S

This approximately one year gave me so much.. it was the hardest year in my life so far i think, but it taught me so many many things... from being so much more independent (i did not even know how to wash my clothes alone :D) to making new contacts, developing friendships, loosing some people again and being so much more confident.... even though my self worth and esteem still are very low, i can say something has changed to this :) 
Letting people in and out in life and trusting someone is a big step i may also will write a new blog about, because what do you think, is it easy to fully let someone get to know you? 


Okay now so enough about my life now, i don´t even know if you are interested but i am alwaaaays so happy seeing in my statistics that someone stopped by :) Heheeee :) 
So i wish you a lovely and nice evening now :) Here in Germany the weather is so shit the last days,.. only rain rain rain and dust.. :) I am praying for a better one now :) 
Love ya ..... xxxxxx up to new beginnings...