I absolutely don‘t know who is still there? Anyone? :D Hey Hey long time no see and no post i know! But all of this has good and bad personal aspects ;)
Soooo much happened since my last post wow i just can´t really believe this… i am so sorry i let my blog (which means one in a million to me) unattended and alone for such a long time. I just scrolled my way through some old posts and acutally the beginnning of the nutella girl *_* feeling kind of sentimental now,…
I went through so many emotional ups and downs with Miss Mager it kinda really makes me wonder how i survived ALL of that… I really can state that my mind really tried to kill me and woah hey guys i SURVIVED :) I am still ALIVE :D
My blog is my baby and i am kind of proud of how many wonderful people i got to know by writing it and i am so honored by still staying in contact with some special ones :) Hey there Katarina you are meant by that : Just hi to my croatian girl *_*
So what actually happened since my last post at the beginning of 2021!! Omg now we have nearly the end of 2022….
SO first of all i think 2021 was by now one of the hardest years i lived in, because NEXT to battling anorexia so many harmful, horrible and hard things happened and also many changes i truly had to deal hard with..
So starting with the hardest: Shortly after my last post in february 2021 my mum unexpectedly had a heart attack one night… WOW this was such a shock for all of us and we were so worried about her!!! Luckily my mum is a fighter!!!! She battled herself her way through it even without any reha because of stupid corona rules and limitations :S I am soooo thankful to still have her i really fell in such a dark hole not knowing wheter she will make it..
Also ON the SAME day in that year our cute little bunny Klopfer (you see him in the last post as well) ran away and wasn´t able to be found… wow… this way day 0…i cried my eyes out..what the hell :( :S Also my beloved mini broke down the same month and i hardly had to say goodbye to so many things in my life :(( Luckily all in all my mum made it and we got her back :)
Yeah 2021 was shit.. even the weather acutally suited so well, here in Germany we had such a rainy and dusty summer with no sun and much thunderstorms.. So to continue BIG CHANGES were needed..
I decided after finally finishing my apprentice ship in da tax office (in february as well :D), i no longer wanted to work there and searched for a new job which may suits me better :)
This was not really easy in times of corona as you may all know.. i finally found a job at a big local brewery where some office job in telephone pre-sale was free and luckily i got it!
But just wow never would have imagined how hard it would be to close that chapter in the tax office as well..
Announcing my termination felt so strange and also not knowing of it would be worth quitting was hard for me ;) As you know i am such a creature of habit ;)
So starting on 1st september it almost felt unreal and the first days were really hard for me.. so many new people and so much to see, because it really is a big company compared to the small tax office :)
But after managing many interferences i know totally can say i truly like my job ;) especially in summer time when a lot of work is going on and i am totally occupied ;)
Okay so i changed my job and with this not enough; in October our stupid (I dont know how to say it in english) the person who rents our appartment to us :) totally went crazy.. he wanted so much more money from us for some imaginary reasons.. so what was happening? We wanted to move out as soon as possible … so there was no other option than moving out :S
Here we go again… this is now the 5th time i switched home in the last 4 years ;( crazy isn´t it? And for sure now this is the first time i have my own home together with my boyfriend :) So wow on to new adventures now ;) 
Wow so much blablaaa and this is only the end of 2021 ;) we now have october 2022 ;) Can you now relate why 2021 was like hell for me ? The Nutella girl who HATES any kind of change?
This is to continue..
but for now i need to come to an end and i wish you all my (few hopefully leftover) readers a wonderful evening and a good night ;)
All my Best
Ange xxx
