Hellooooo again;) welcome 2021!!!!!

Huhuuuuu my wonderful people ;) MY unbelievable loyal and faithful readers *_* 

I caaaaaan´t really believe it is such a long loooongt time since my last post… WOW more than half a year ago.. at the kind of „beginnings“ of Corona… and now again we in Germany now have another lock-dock… Such a misere… and it already is january again :/

And now by times it feels so surreal what actually happens in the world— kind of like a bad dream.. 

2020 was such a mess and it feels like nothing is the same as before. All those somehow unlogical decisions and rules the politicans here in Germany reveal.. i really don´t get it..

But back to my blog :) I don´t really wanna talk about corona… ME MY LIFE AND I ;) 

Yeaaah well,… a lot of ups and downs appeared like nearly for everybody in 2020. Coping with all the measures was not so easy for me… but luckily i made it and also did not loose any weight!!!! Yes bye miss m you are fucked offffffff… no longer ruining my life..

But for real, anorexia is still present in my life and it often interrupts my thoughts and tortures my mind… tells me i am looking fat or makes me feel ugly in my body :(

For sure i know that these are just thoughts and i discover them.. but not believing what they tell me is often hard.. I am sooooo glad that i always have the back of my family <3 they always know how to keep me calm and stay in the present and move on :)

OHHH by moving on i also have to tell you some things i also changed in 2020!!!!! In July i moved in with my boyfriend! What a big step right.. At first i truly wasn´t sure if it would be the right decision because i was afraid of really making the step.. but yes i did it and we renovated a little appartement and i enjoy being there. And now in december my boy bought me suuuuch a cute little rabbit :) Klopfer :) he jumps around everywhere and is just sooo cheeky but OMG so sweeeet *_*Many changes over here you see… 

Something else that dominated 2020 was my final exams in November.. I had to write three written tests and now i am still waiting for the results.. i am not sure if i really passed them because one was soooo difficult :( so pleaaaase my honey bees press thumbs for me :) *_* i really would be happier than anyone else because making the apprenticeship with a one year interruption because of my anorexia would make me so prooud… :) Just hoping soo much i learned so many hours :S 

So and otherwise how are you? ;) Still making life go round? :) and how is corona affectiong yourself in your country? So curious to get to know it :) 

Here in Germany today sooo much snow is fallen ;) It loooks so cool like in a winter wonderland *_* 

Wish you all a lovely and warm sunday ;) and a good start into the new week of 2021 ;) let´s see what this year brings to us ;) 

XOXO Ange :) <3