Hospiiiiiiital :(

Goooooooood gooooood evening my Loveliiiiiiiiiiies :-*

This is not such a good one for me as for you I suppose, or rather I hope it is better where you are than where I am :(
Currently I am since Monday in hospital :( But don´t worry my cuuuuuties, it definitively is not because of Miss Mager or that I habe lost aaaany battle against her or my ED....
NO!! I am here because I have kind of a thrombosis, which is a local coagulation or clotting of blood in the veins of my left eye...but they don´t find any reason why I got this :) so hopefully I will get out of here as soon as possible :( I hate hospitals and I never would have thought it goes so fast getting into one :( because it all started with the simple fact, that when I woke up on Friday morning I saw a tiny black point in my left eye and everywhere I looked it still didn´t disappear and there also was kind of a little bit of fog in there....... So on Monday I went to the oculist to make a check up and he told me to go to hospital :( and this is where I am now.... :( shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit---)

But okay let´s make the best out of it, baaaaaaaaattle Miss Mager by showing her that I never ever want to go to an ED clinic as well, so eating now is the only chance I got ;) and I tell you my honeybees my snacks and my meals are the only pleasure things I have in here now at the moment ;) aaaaaaah and of course my rays of hope is my family ;) Oh I am so thankful for them believe me :) I would´t know how to manage all the chaos in my head without them ;) Thaaaanks Mummy and Daddy, and Susi as well and all the other lovely people who wrote me messages or visit me :) you all mean the world to me :) Miss you so much and hopefully I will be out here again soooooooon :) Just wanted to keep you all updated ;)
Love u and I promise to stay strong ;) for my ass and my booty :)
xxx