Being poetic :D

Hey Cuuuuties ;)
This evening I thought of sharing something with you, what I have written over the past few days or weeks (always adding one little more piece and line over line;)) as a way of distracting myself from negative thoughts and bad feelings :) 
And my huuuunnies <3 believe me, this is such a good and amazingly positive thing to do for your soul and mind :) 
So always if you are feeling the urge to restrict or get anorexia related emotions, think about what you can do and this is what came to my mind when I was down:

A sparkle of hope in the ocean of darkness

Imagine you could have everything? Or maybe it seems you would be able to have the whole world and sail it on a magnificent boat....

Then something shady and gloomy steps in your life and wants to bring the beautiful ship with the colourful bright shining sails down to the dark and endless grounds of the sea..

Imagine it tries to tear your anchor down and keeps you away from seeing all the other beautiful things the planet still offers you....

Which country you actually planned to see next? Was it this big tempting, fascination one or a smaller well known one?

You try to reach out for it, but the unknown ties you down...

No chance to stay at the surface or to sail along, drowning is the only direction the thing performs...

Paddling, coughing, gasping, but even by trying your best, you are caught in the claws and the trap of this devilish thing...

No one there to help you? No one offering his or her hand? Are you sure? Or are you just too scared to open your eyes and have a proper look around?

Don´t be anxious my dear, you know there always is a small sparkle of hope, if you at least only give it a try...

I mean, what can happen, come on.....

Come on, open your eyes and you will clearly see all those hands reaching out for you, you only have to grab them...

They all reach out just for you!

They don´t want to see you drowning in this big cold ocean, pulled down by a devilish thing in your mind....

Remember and see clearly who you are and who you wanna be...

All the places you wanted to travel in your little boat...

See all the different people you met on your way and still looking forward to meet..

Look at all those helping hands, which want to pull you out of clings of this devil...

Come on, catch them...

Like a life saving rope or anchor....

Which one do you choose and why are you still letting you pull down instead of grabbing them?

Is it that hard? Imagine real LIFE after it....

You can sail along, find new paths, visit new places, discover unknown places and meet strangers who maybe become some of the most important people in your life...

So what are you waiting for?

Grab it and go...

A new life will wait for you.... I promise........

Just make it happen....

And then she reached out....